Tuesday, January 27, 2015

a letter from a 12 year old me



you're going to meet someone who makes your heart run 300 beats per minute
who will compliment your shoes and teach you a drum line
and you're going to think about them every night
but when you realize that if he liked you, he would say more than just "hey cool shoes"
you're going to straighten out your skirt and keep your eyes on the teacher
and it's going to feel incredible 

you're going to meet someone whose voice makes your ears ring
who's going to make you want to rip out your teeth one by one
and you'll put up with them for months
but when you finally realize some people aren't like the weather and they just don't change
you're going to wash your hands and delete their phone number
and it's going to feel amazing

you're going to meet someone who keeps you on your toes and waiting
they'll tell you they love you but treat you like a burden 
and you'll wait for a long time while they walk all over you 
but when someone comes into your life and treats you like gold at the end of a rainbow 
you'll realize that you're even more than that 

you're the whole damn rainbow.

9 comments:

  1. rainbow made me think of skittles and how theres some in my pantry but if i walk down there and wake up three year old princess hazel, ill be shot on sight.

    but nicely done

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  2. i love this. one of my favorite posts so far.

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  3. Such a good tie to rainbows and the happiness when you meet the right one. Loved it.

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  4. "your the whole damn rainbow." mhmm.

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  5. That whole last part, mmmmm. Simply fantastic.

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  6. Yes so good. Yes so good.

    Simple and good and wise and emotional beyond your years.

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  7. "they'll tell you they love you but treat you like a burden
    and you'll wait for a long time while they walk all over you" UHHH.
    I can't wait to be the whole damn rainbow.
    Fantastic post.

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  8. "you're the whole damn rainbow"
    fantastic.

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  9. "You're the whole damn rainbow." Needed this. Thank you.

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